i said your name twice below... HAHAHA.... since im too lazy to edit, i'll just post this new thing
LOURDES XYLENE... sorry :))
My lolo and lola greeted me... FINALLY... kidding... :))
You know you love me BYE!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Gawd... I feel so OLD
So I turn 16 today. Thanks to (Mom, Dad, Tito Jun, Tita Betty, Tita Joy, Tito John, Zach, Nicky, Nico, Yaya (haha), Yaya 2 (hahahaha), karol, aly, irina (haha), edelin, joy, abby, edelin, jamboree, maps, naf, some person i dont know whose number ends in 1344, carmela, kuya ting, another person whose number contains 4 5s, jem!, heidel, lowi, igi, ian, pam, nixie, leah (haha), and a bunch of other people i forgot to thank cause i erased your messages already...
Damn I feel so O.L.D.!!!!!! :))
I don't feel like its my birthday. I feel lazy, bored, hurt (from falling)...
Naive by The Kooks.... it made me smile :))
I love you guyz!!!! Keep sending the love!!!!
Lucy, happy birthday!!!!
Buhbye!
You know you love me...
Damn I feel so O.L.D.!!!!!! :))
I don't feel like its my birthday. I feel lazy, bored, hurt (from falling)...
Naive by The Kooks.... it made me smile :))
I love you guyz!!!! Keep sending the love!!!!
Lucy, happy birthday!!!!
Buhbye!
You know you love me...
Friday, March 21, 2008
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Serena van der Woodsen=M.E. (Open Letter)
To the amazing ladies I see everyday,
Okay, so at first it might sound conceited coz Serena is soo pretty but I kinda understand her in a different way. People expect waaaay to much when it comes to something. They almost forget that the people they expect to do things are human. Im guilty of that in a biiiig way.
Ladies and Gentlemen, (Okay, so Im supposed to be studying coz we have tests tomorrow but Im out of the zone here people so cut me some slack)I messed up big time. People expected too much of me and I expected so much things from other people. That is one thing I misconstrued. My school year ends with a big sigh. It wasn't supposed to end this way. (All floppy and what not)Great, so now my rep is ruined (And if you're reading this, I guess I ruined it for you too) and I have to work twice as hard for the next year.
I shouldn't blame it all on myself. It was kind of a culture shock. And it still is. I know I should have been prepared for the stress of having to keep up my grades and serve but I should tell you nobody prepared me for the true intensity of this kind of work. Nobody really helped me or anything. Nobody offered advice or guidance. People just kind of left me out in the open and they expected me to float. Maybe I was okay during the first few weeks but it just kept on getting worse. I was expected to do this and that but nobody gave me a hand. If anyone did help, it was them doing stuff and leaving me out. I was kept in the dark. I needed someone to give me a hand and to warn me about what was going to happen. I shouldn't be blamed for something I was tasked to lead but didn't even know my role in the first place. I seriously didn't know what to do coz I was clueless.
Point is, I'm just a kid. Yes I was given a position and with it comes responsibility. But once in a while, its also good to fail. The end of this trying experience has allowed me to be in touch with humility and reality. Thank God it wasn't all sadness and stuff.
So this year is about to end and another one will begin. The reason why I know I'll do better is because it's our last year. I promised our senior year to be a blast and I assure you it will. (Even though some signs point to no coz of some scumbag... don't worry it ain't you)I spoke with the presidents awhile ago and gave them THE talk. Then I told them that even though I'm at wits end, my grades are suffering and I'm developing psychosis, I chose to run again is because I genuinely love this batch. I don't care if the batch will hate me for the things I might end up doing next year but I want them to know I done them just so they could benefit from it. Dude, I seriously do believe in our batch. It's the only one I will ever have.
After 5 days, we'll say g'bye to our classrooms. We'll say g'bye to our teachers and everything else. My last request as the third year level rep (thanks for voting for me again btw.) is silence in the corridors. I don't want our batch to be labeled as the noisy one. I'd rather be labeled as the talented batch or something.
Again with Serena van der Woodsen. People think she's cool and okay with her life. She's under the spotlight and people think she's loving it. Being in the spotlight is not always fun. Sooner or later that spotlight will turn out to be a magnifying glass under the sun. I am super stressed out from everything. I don't know if I can still reach the top of the academic race. The bottom line is, if I can't fix my life as a high school student the way I want it to be, I'll just make others' dream come true. I hope that this next school year, you'll really see my motives. Again, thank you and I hope to work with you guys again next year. Lux in Domino- Light in the Lord.
XOXO,
Cat ;)
Okay, so at first it might sound conceited coz Serena is soo pretty but I kinda understand her in a different way. People expect waaaay to much when it comes to something. They almost forget that the people they expect to do things are human. Im guilty of that in a biiiig way.
Ladies and Gentlemen, (Okay, so Im supposed to be studying coz we have tests tomorrow but Im out of the zone here people so cut me some slack)I messed up big time. People expected too much of me and I expected so much things from other people. That is one thing I misconstrued. My school year ends with a big sigh. It wasn't supposed to end this way. (All floppy and what not)Great, so now my rep is ruined (And if you're reading this, I guess I ruined it for you too) and I have to work twice as hard for the next year.
I shouldn't blame it all on myself. It was kind of a culture shock. And it still is. I know I should have been prepared for the stress of having to keep up my grades and serve but I should tell you nobody prepared me for the true intensity of this kind of work. Nobody really helped me or anything. Nobody offered advice or guidance. People just kind of left me out in the open and they expected me to float. Maybe I was okay during the first few weeks but it just kept on getting worse. I was expected to do this and that but nobody gave me a hand. If anyone did help, it was them doing stuff and leaving me out. I was kept in the dark. I needed someone to give me a hand and to warn me about what was going to happen. I shouldn't be blamed for something I was tasked to lead but didn't even know my role in the first place. I seriously didn't know what to do coz I was clueless.
Point is, I'm just a kid. Yes I was given a position and with it comes responsibility. But once in a while, its also good to fail. The end of this trying experience has allowed me to be in touch with humility and reality. Thank God it wasn't all sadness and stuff.
So this year is about to end and another one will begin. The reason why I know I'll do better is because it's our last year. I promised our senior year to be a blast and I assure you it will. (Even though some signs point to no coz of some scumbag... don't worry it ain't you)I spoke with the presidents awhile ago and gave them THE talk. Then I told them that even though I'm at wits end, my grades are suffering and I'm developing psychosis, I chose to run again is because I genuinely love this batch. I don't care if the batch will hate me for the things I might end up doing next year but I want them to know I done them just so they could benefit from it. Dude, I seriously do believe in our batch. It's the only one I will ever have.
After 5 days, we'll say g'bye to our classrooms. We'll say g'bye to our teachers and everything else. My last request as the third year level rep (thanks for voting for me again btw.) is silence in the corridors. I don't want our batch to be labeled as the noisy one. I'd rather be labeled as the talented batch or something.
Again with Serena van der Woodsen. People think she's cool and okay with her life. She's under the spotlight and people think she's loving it. Being in the spotlight is not always fun. Sooner or later that spotlight will turn out to be a magnifying glass under the sun. I am super stressed out from everything. I don't know if I can still reach the top of the academic race. The bottom line is, if I can't fix my life as a high school student the way I want it to be, I'll just make others' dream come true. I hope that this next school year, you'll really see my motives. Again, thank you and I hope to work with you guys again next year. Lux in Domino- Light in the Lord.
XOXO,
Cat ;)
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